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Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 3:10 AM

Mood: Unhappy
Listening to: Turn - Lovex
Reading: I Will Find You, by Sophie/Littlezoefje
Drinking: some water

_{I see a thousand corridors
And I've walked through them all
Nowhere an open door

I'm imprisoned by my love
Restrained by the fears
Affection turned into tears

There's a part of me that just won't take the pain
There's a part of me that just wants to burst in the flames and break all the chains

Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I've got a fever and it won't drop
As long as you're in my life
Take a shot
Of my poisonous blood
I´m a fever, I'll burn you up
So you'd better spit me out of your life

I'm the virus that tears you apart
The disease that sucks the life
Out of your faint heart

You need distance from me
Rush to the arms of solitude
It´s the only cure

Cut me out of your life
I wanna see you free of all the hurt that I have caused you...
©Lovex - Take A Shot

Good evening everyone,

I haven't updated my journal in quite a while, and a lot of things have happened, of which some I want to tell you. Mostly good stuff, but there are a few things that I could do just fine without.

The may holidays. The major part of the first week, I've been at Zoef's place, which was really nice. I wrote a lot when I was there, and it was nice to see my boyfriend again, too. Also, Felix' party, it wasn't as fun as I expected, but it still was nice. ^^ And queensday sucked.

Also, I managed to break my left arm, at thursday, just before the holidays started. During skateboarding. Me and concrete don't really go together, we clash! And that two times at the same day.
That does suck, but it already hurts a lot less now and I can use it. I'm glad it's not my right arm, otherwise I wouldn't be able to draw and write anymore. But I can't do that a lot anyway, because I've got a brain concussion, too. Serious headaches most of the time.
Sucky thing is, I can't play guitar now, either.

When I got home, I got to hear that someone I've known well, had died. In english, I believe it's called asystole, or cardiac arrest. I still can't believe that he's really gone. Probably when I see his friend, alone, I guess I'll believe that he won't come back.

I also had another good friend of mine over at my place, who left yesterday. Stayed up late the night before, watching movies, talking about stuff, trying to get my blanket back in the middle of the night (his opinion - while he slept - was that he was stealing my blanket to sleep under, while he had his own. I didn't think so. Also, taking three-quarters of the bed wasn't such a good plan in my opinion).

It's half past midnight right now, I guess I should be going to bed now. Terrible headache coming up.

Tomorrow I'm going to the Hilgelo with some friends, it's a lake close to the place where I live. It should be fun, the weather's been nice lately and the forecast said that it'd be sunny tomorrow. I'm going to bring a camera!

I hope that everyone of you is okay.

-Friederike

----------------

Just a slight update before I'm leaving to go swim, the weather's lovely, and it's really warm, so it's going to be fun!

I managed to get a good night's sleep, it wasn't really hot at night so I was fast asleep, though it still took me a while to fall asleep, merely because I was still too busy with my thoughts. I feel better now, though I still don't think everything's okay. But that'll take longer than a night, I'm afraid.

Leilanie and Suzanne are coming to the Hilgelo this afternoon, too! It's going to be great, I think. If I manage to take some nice pictures, I'll upload them on here ^^ Most spontaneous shots are fun, and I think it certainly will be fun there.

ah well, I'll stop rambling for now and get some food. What are you going to do today?

-Frie}

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~Midnight-Inertia

4 hours 13 minutes ago

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Rose amoungst weeds in this world of evil deeds.

~Lily-Evers

4 hours 37 minutes ago

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_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~Midnight-Inertia

5 hours 27 minutes ago

very nice gallery!!

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Rose amoungst weeds in this world of evil deeds.

~LittleZoefje

May 11, 2008, 2:29:43 PM

Okies

--
I'm hoping when I'm gone
you realize I'm not that strong...
that I would suffocate my will to play along
and I wish you'd understand;
I've sacrificed all I can...

~Lily-Evers

May 11, 2008, 11:40:25 AM

_{very welcome}

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_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~LittleZoefje

May 11, 2008, 6:19:03 AM

Thanks for the fave!

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I'm hoping when I'm gone
you realize I'm not that strong...
that I would suffocate my will to play along
and I wish you'd understand;
I've sacrificed all I can...

~ShallowMe

May 10, 2008, 8:13:57 AM

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_{Life is like a camera.

We have to accept the bad photos---
Your eyes were closed,
Smile crooked,
Face blocked---

And smile for the next.}

~Lily-Evers

May 10, 2008, 6:08:40 AM

_{graag gedaan! ^^}

--
_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~Lily-Evers

May 10, 2008, 6:08:23 AM

--
_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

=Princess-of-Shadows

May 8, 2008, 12:36:19 AM

I love you sweetie, be strong and hold on tight

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♥ _Lily

~Lily-Evers

Apr 23, 2008, 9:27:23 AM

_{very welcome ^^}

--
_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

=divBy0

Apr 21, 2008, 11:49:02 AM

thanks for stopping by!

--

Prince

JOIN THIS CONTEST

~ShallowMe

Apr 13, 2008, 12:24:59 PM

dankje voor de fav

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_{Life is like a camera.

We have to accept the bad photos---
Your eyes were closed,
Smile crooked,
Face blocked---

And smile for the next.}

~Funneh

Apr 13, 2008, 10:13:38 AM

Dankje voor de

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_{Live right now. Just be yourself. It doesnt matter if it's good enough for someone else.}

~Lily-Evers

Mar 31, 2008, 8:35:25 AM

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_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~Yoruhoshi

Mar 28, 2008, 11:14:42 AM

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"Mentally unstable" just means "creative" in the language of uncreative people. ~Riata-Eika
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~Lily-Evers

Mar 27, 2008, 6:56:28 AM

_{no problem! it's so pretty...}

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_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~Lily-Evers

Mar 27, 2008, 6:56:17 AM

_{no problem! it's a nice picture. ^^}

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_{eyes wide open but still blind
to see what really matters}

~2000years

Mar 27, 2008, 6:26:19 AM

hello thanks very much for adding my camera test to your favourites glad you liked it

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